why would He be so cruel to take you from me?
not in the physical sense, for i know that now we’re separated by land and later only by sea. in reality, we’re still together the way we have been since Day One.
but why would He make you so unhappy that you would choose to leave me?
why would He be so cruel when all i ever wanted for you was contentment? and He had to give you that by separating us.
i am trying so very hard to be unselfish knowing this is what you want in life. but how can you stay humble when at the end of the day, all i want is to have you by my side for the rest of all our lives.
i dont understand why He feels the need to show me how it is to be the one left behind.